Recent stories

  • Trying To Get My Bearings (4/22)

    I take a deep breath, let it out slowly, and turn around. I am completely unprepared.

    She stands there, wrapped in a bath towel that, with her 5'-nothing frame, covers her armpits to knees. Her hair is wrapped in another towel. She smiles, and I quickly …

    Posted 7 years ago
  • Curvature

    "Explain what I'm looking at."

    "Timestream 8496775816-AQZ-25.13.4. We pulled it from yesterday's archives when it was flagged anomolous."

    "Meaning?"

    "Look here. Grid 117, Segment 16, Node 135. See that curvature?"

    "Yes. Explain its significance."

    "Ti…

    Posted 7 years ago
  • Explanations Forthcoming... Maybe? (3/22)

    I wake up to my phone ringing. My first thought: Oh, hell! Am I late for work? Again?

    The next sound I notice is the shower running. Good. If my wife, Mari, is in the shower, I'm in good shape. That bit of stress off my mind, I reach out from under the…

    Posted 7 years ago
  • Growing Up

    Lost

    Standing alone.

    Surrounded by people,

    A familiar feeling.

    Not supposed to feel alone,

    Not supposed to want to leave.

    Everyone tells her how to be.

    .

    And one day

    She decided to not pretend anymore.

    The real ones stayed,

    The fakers, the directors left.…

    Posted 7 years ago
  • Unreal Reality (2/22)

    I don't understand. I must be going crazy. My heart is pounding so hard, I'm sure everyone in the restaurant can hear it. I have a million questions running through my head.

    "How?" is all I can get out.

    She smiles at me. A smile that has brightened my l…

    Posted 7 years ago
  • The Cold House

    “How is this possible?” Marcela asked, her hand gripping the bare skin of the opposite shoulder and rubbing for warmth.

    Here inside the house, it wasn't just cold, it was freezing. Every piece of furniture gleamed as sunlight from the open door ricochete…

    Posted 7 years ago
  • Empty

    The place you used to occupy remains. Whether the light shines upon it or the darkness obscures it, the place sits empty.

    I spend endless hours staring at it as if I could rewind time. I can still see your figure there, the outline, the form, but my memo…

    Posted 7 years ago
  • Run it All Away

    Anxiety cripples

    Even the strongest brain.

    Anxiety says “go back in the house.

    You are never going to be good enough.

    What if you fall?

    What if you pass out?”

    What ifs an endless stream.

    .

    Here I am,

    My feet pounding the ground

    Trying to be louder than t…

    Posted 7 years ago
  • Your Eyes

    I am a bottle of chaos.

    All shook up from life.

    The day to day,

    Just adding more to the mixture.

    Never feeling good enough,

    I am the worst in my own eyes.

    .

    But when I look in your eyes,

    The chaos silences.

    I am out at sea,

    Lost by the feeling of peace,

    F…

    Posted 7 years ago
  • Over (poem- freeverse)

    There was a time I dreamed of you

    Just a smile and a hug

    You sat near me, close

    Never will that dream be real

    .

    I let it go when I said

    That I approved

    Permission granted for you to move on

    .

    Away you flew, so fast

    So far, the distance grew

    With every hea…

    Posted 7 years ago
  • Sandstorm

    He trudged through the sand, up and over great dunes of the stuff, while the wind blasted him with even more of the fine grains. Visibility was shit, and he walked more by instinct than anything. He'd long ago lost his way. The gale-force storm did nothin…

    Posted 7 years ago
  • stress and soreness

    I'll get to the point yea, right away

    I'm having trouble handling my life today

    I've been ridiculed, mocked, and I've been clocked

    And I have no defense, my senses locked

    I've been disrespected, my pride is all infected

    The world in online life reflected

    Posted 7 years ago
  • Leftover snippet from my song Whatever it Is, a WIP

    It is a fact that I’ve got your back

    In any conflict, I’ll stand up for you, my friend

    You’ll never lose it all, I’m here to break your fall

    No need to fear, I’ll stay right here

    I wanna be the one on whom you depend

    To provide you with comfort, support, …

    Posted 7 years ago
  • Jacqueline, A Retrospective

    "Whoooo!" Jackie whooped into the night, swaying drunkenly to Tiffany's rendition of “I Think We're Alone Now.” Her hair was poofy and just the right amount of wild. She was young and beautiful and this bonfire was going to be the best night of her life.

    Posted 7 years ago
  • Promise Rings - 7 The Prophecy (Sasha)

    "Charlie, I'm sorry, but Everett needs me." I threw t-shirts and shorts randomly into my duffle bag.

    "I thought you loved me!" Charlie looked like he was ready to throw things AT me.

    "I do love you!" I emphatically shouted as I turned to get my things o…

    Posted 7 years ago
  • Promise Rings - 6 Cave Witch and Demons (Sasha)

    My boyfriend drove me home in silence. My mind was racing. Ever since the cave witch and the prophecy, my life and that of my twin brother had become less than normal. We tried for three years to live normal lives. Even when the demons showed up at our sc…

    Posted 7 years ago
  • Text Trust Issues

    "I have a hard time trusting people. I just don't want to jump unless someone's there to catch me," I texted.

    I waited, the confession making my palms sweat. My phone did not slip from my hands, however. I watched the text box for a response. My heart cr…

    Posted 7 years ago
  • Christmas Spirit

    Piles of sparkly litter are all that remain of the gifts that are never good enough

    The bittersweet scents of home saturate overdone hair and deliberately ugly sweaters

    Sugar substitutes for joy as we cheat and plan to widen our waistlines

    -

    Clenched tee…

    Posted 7 years ago
  • Complicated (1/22)

    How did I reach this point? My life has become complicated in the last few months.

    Wow. Understatement of epic proportions.

    And I have no one to talk to about it. I could probably go to a psychiatrist about it, but that would mean admitting that I'm... …

    Posted 7 years ago
  • Why not?

    I've decided to picture a bright future

    Where I recapture the brilliance of my youth

    And retain the wisdom of my mistakes

    Where I have a partner who I trust

    To love me through thin and thick

    Where I'm healthy and happy

    Of course

    Because I'm bored with m…

    Posted 7 years ago
  • Dreams into Nightmares

    Everett called at the door, "Hey, you guys having a party in there?"

    Sasha wiped her tears and checked her face in the mirror.

    "Just a minute!" Natalie called out.

    Some lady pushed her way in, looking perturbed. Natalie shoved Sasha out of the bathroo…

    Posted 7 years ago
  • How were we suppposed to know?

    No amount of wishing would give us the time we wanted: we turned, at last, onto an avenue that was as familiar as my favourite book. I could have closed my eyes and counted the paces to her apartment block, even in the soft patter of rain.

    She paused at …

    Posted 7 years ago
  • The Perfect Moment

    I closed my eyes, holding the image of his face in my mind. Breathing in deeply, I absorbed all the bittersweetness of the moment. Overwhelmed, tears began to leak out down my cheeks.

    "Are you..crying?" I sensed him move closer to me to see my face.

    My…

    Posted 7 years ago
  • More Than She Could Take

    The three of them had been chatting over drinks at a table in a hotel lounge bar. Everett kept sharing what his girl was messaging him as it happened. Then she facetimed him. Sasha excused herself and headed towards the ladies room. Natalie watched her, c…

    Posted 7 years ago
  • You Don't Need Me, You Need Books (poem)

    Credit where credit is due,

    Books take you places.

    They do.

    Outer space, Wonderland, too,

    Stories bring you out,

    They do.

    But I,

    I thought I helped you.

    Me, you appreciate, true?

    Yet you,

    Claim books helped, not I.

    Credit where credit is due.

    :/ :(…

    Posted 7 years ago