Well, I’m failing at life.

I just cannot do right.

It’s a meaningless fight

I should never have tried–

I was never too bright;

Not as sharp as this knife.

It’s the end of my ride,

And it’s time to step off.

I was good for a laugh,

But my jokes have gone …

My body’s health is better, while my mental health is worse

If that’s a joke, I don’t feel quite amused

It feels as if there’s just no way for me to lift this curse

No matter what I do, I’m still confused

Withdrawing, I’m withdrawing from the ways I hurt…