Are You Happy?

TheCheshireChris

I'm just this guy, you know?

To expand on that, I am also the following...

- A former ficly member who is 38 years old and is schizoaffective (depressive type)

- Into creating languages and fantasy worlds from scratch

- A listener of audiobooks & good tunes

- Always too hard on myself


Are you happy? You look happy. I'm glad.

I mean, it hurts a little deep inside because it used to be me that made you happy but still, I'm glad.

You deserve to be happy. You're wonderful.

I remember that I was happy during our short time together but I don't remember what it felt like anymore. It's been too long and there's been no one between then and now.

I still think about you from time to time. You meant a great deal to me. I wonder, do you still think of me too? If you do, do you think fondly? I hope so. I really tried to be everything to you. You were everything to me then, so I wanted to be the same for you. Always there when you needed me for comfort from the rigors of your day.

For how ever brief our time was, you were someone who impacted me. You made the world melt away. I miss that. I wonder if I'll ever find that again.

I look at you now and I miss you greatly but I'm glad you're happy, even if it's without me.

I hope I get to be happy again too.


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