Pyramidal Pressure

DeerDairy

I am my own OC. I will keep track of my life. These may be news, or they may be venting. I need somewhere to write the truth of my heart. Probably it won't interest you.

Some of it will be fictional. I'm my own write-in OC.

I'm somewhat troubled...

if by somewhat I mean massively.


I'm poised at the "block" section of my blog and

the anticipation, the fear, the hesitation

presses upon me like a huge pyramid balanced improbably upon my head

sinking in to fill the bald spot that this stress has weathered away from my scalp

do I dare to eat a peach? Shall I part my hair in back?

What will happen if I click the poisoned friends from out my life?

Will they attack? Will they resent? Will they become my enemies?

Can I recover from the guilt that is deserved and undeserved?

Do they intend to cause this harm, or are they innocent from blame?

I do not know, I do not know, I don't know anything but the pain

I only wanted friends and love I only wanted to be good

Am I the wicked one to cut these lethal darlings from my life?

If I should hurt them, am I bad and am I wrong to make them sad

Will they be wroth or will they cry, or p'raps do both? Who knows? Not I.

I need your help I need a friend I need to trust I need the end


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ElshaHawk LoA

ElshaHawk LoA

If they care, they will tell you. If not, then, good riddance.

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