002 C

Author: DeerDairy

I am my own OC. I will keep track of my life. These may be news, or they may be venting. I need somewhere to write the truth of my heart. Probably it won't interest you.

Some of it will be fictional. I'm my own write-in OC.

I'm somewhat troubled...

if by somewhat I mean massively.

Story is marked as mature.

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I went off on a wild tangent and nobody's any the wiser.

At any rate, and believe me there's a lot of rates to choose from, I'm horribly depressed, even by the sp---- and that is painful, that person thinks they're helping and encouraging and they're just making it worse, a lot worse.

what do you do when someone tells you 'never give up!' and you just want to spring into the air and down off the skyscraper, you know? I'm ripe for giving up, I've tried being perseverant and it's not fun my fam, it's not working for me, maybe a leap into the unknown is the next thing to try.

Please forgive me, I have a lot of intrusive thoughts and sicidal ideation and I don't mean to upset you. I'll put this as a 'mature' thingy.

I'm older than I wanted to get, honestly, I'm fed up with this 'reality' stuff, fed up to here.

nonsense is a way to get away from it, so is reading.

there must be more than leaping, right?

Is there healing